THEÂ MOONÂ AND MYÂ MOTHERÂ
We sat by the river, picking garnets out of pomegranates
Wishing, under the moon, that the first steps I took
Under the birch tree could be retraced-
Like a silver map through time.Â
And we could know that the spiders that watched
Had no malice
And the wolves creeping behind the trees
Were not hungry.Â
That by the river, under the moon,
The world held us.
And my little feet knewÂ
The tickle
Was nothing more
Than a lady bird going home.Â
Ave Maria
Thank you Mother.
Thank you Jenny.Â
© Siofra O’Donovan, 2 August 2018
Written on the last day
of my mother’s life
on earth.Â
Remembering the seeds of the pomegranate, the ashes, the dust. The mayhem. Dishes flying across the kitchen. The compassion. The pearls. The diamond. The rage at apron strings. The Russian nanny. The piano, the Chanson Triste. The path out of here, through fire. The ashes, the dust. The ashes gone to the sea. No grave to tend to. The compassion, the rage. Thank you Mother, Mum, Muv, Jenny, Jennifer-Anne. For everything. We miss you. RIP.
I love your poem about your mum and can see that amongst the beautiful music and pomegranates, there were some 'not so good' memories. Like in all families, mothers can make or break us. Ah to be part of the Heroine's Journey.
Sorry for your loss and I wish you a peaceful and serene 6th anniversary without her.
Personal and poignant.